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People think Kurt was crazy for killing himself. I don't think he was crazy as much as he was aware of all of the things going on around him that some people are ignorant to. Not like it's a bad thing, but it can definitely make you crazy. Makes you question life. When you really think about all of the bad stuff that happens in the world and how evil corporations can be because of their self serving interests.

 Most of the people in this world are just working to support the top 1%. Our water is poisoned. Our food is filled with disease causing ingredients. Our planet is dying and we are killing it. There are violent protests because the government is trying to create the new world order and take away our rights. We are slaves to the dollar. And we are American so we are naïve to it all happening. They say ignorance is bliss and it is. That's why some people go crazy with their own thoughts and and feelings of anguish. Kurt wasn't crazy. He was a genius. He was aware. And it never let him feel peace.
 
Why are we here? We are working our lives away to support others self interests. We are earning less than we ever have and working harder than we ever have.

Having a degree doesn't mean shit anymore. Life is full of politics.

 The more you think about how little of control you have over your life, the more torment you feel. You feel resentment and wonder what's the point. You don't even want to bring kids into the world because it feels like this world will not be sustained for much longer.

 
So what do we do? Escape. Drown our sorrows. Get high. Tune out the news. Ignore the media. Make money. Buy material things. Try and find some sense of purpose in our everyday lives.

For Kurt, it was the needle. His escape from his own thoughts.

 

What's your drug of choice?

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